眉飞色舞

under the weather but glad to be alive

2011-01-25T14:38:00.002+08:00

Something new

2011-01-22T18:14:00.000+08:00

No more updating this blog.

All things remained a memory here :)

I need something new.

this is my new blog :) The Little Things in Life

it has been awhile

2010-07-25T14:55:00.004+08:00

我回来了！！

原来好久好久没Update了。。

很喜欢这一个background design. 非常嬉皮士风。I like.

正在找着一块那样的布，想做成桌布，或窗帘。。

菲利西亚说好几个大学讲师都问起我 -.-" 糟了。只好多两个星期后往槟城走一趟。看来得好好向Prof Amby好好解释。

最近生活过得很平淡哦。平淡得自己都不能接受这就是我 ^^ 还蛮享受的。印度回来之后脑袋里总是很多要想的东西，有时候思考太多觉得脑袋都缺氧。。

加上最近两个月，叔公病倒入园去世了、小表弟晚期脑癌、表妹视力渐渐消失，心里很怕很怕。虽然知道生命是uncertain可是，我害怕的是失去挚爱的家人的那种痛苦。

之后爸爸也病倒了，我整个人也快倒了，担心得吃不下，睡不着。眼泪不听使唤的流个不停。有一两次为医生的无情而骂了医生。很内疚，其实我应该比任何人都更清楚明白医生的冷漠不是无情、而是他们不可以感情泛滥，因为对他们来说也是很痛苦的。每一天面对不同的病人，如果太容易被情绪牵着走，他们可是会疯的。

爸爸病倒的同一天，弟弟的公司竟然在凌晨被人破门而入把电脑，printer,fax machines,laptop等偷走了。看着累垮了的弟弟我心里也免不了一阵担心。。这可怜的弟弟呀，努力了两年公司刚上了轨道现在又有一箩的问题等着他解决。可我弟弟是很厉害的。没有问题难得到他能解决的问题他一定会搞定。钱吗？他会说，“姐，嗯。。我。。”他那聪明无比爱心泛滥的姐就是我就会马上把钱汇入户口了。哈哈哈。

呃？电话响了。。娘亲大人打来了

I miss my salsa

2010-02-11T16:56:00.005+08:00

yes i'm missing my days busy doing rehearsals, my days rushing off from work to training and various workshops.. I shall start all these again.

Only partying at salsa clubs is not sufficient. Practice practice and more practice would be better :) here I come again, dancing-filled evenings...

And dear Andrea & Pedro. Nana misses you both... Senor, senor, I've got your favourite leche con cacao! Would you salsa with me :)

2009-12-10T22:31:00.008+08:00

不经意看到这一个video...充满回忆的一个video呢！

1996年，也是我第一次到日本的那一年 :) 在那还千辛万苦要去看smap的show...我的okasan & Otosan 每天都查看杂志、报章、收集了一大堆takuya的海报啦，新闻啦。。。等等。好好笑。

很想念长头发的木村，超有型超酷的！那年有个日本男朋友，之后还交过几个长头发的男朋友 :P 哈哈哈，不知为什么??

嗯，木村真是长发帅男的鼻祖。jay chou、justin timberlake,穿背心松跨裤配西装外套？takuya早穿过了！jason mraz 头戴fedora每个人也一窝蜂的去买？lol.木村1996年也戴得很好看的说..

XoXo,

好不舍得。。。。

2009-12-05T10:23:00.003+08:00

呜呜呜。。。我从小认识的好朋友阿茹告诉我她要嫁去槟城了。。。怎么办？

从小我的日子就有着她，上学放学课外活动，血拼、吃大餐离家出走旅行去，一直以来都有着她。

甚至和妈咪吵架哭哭啼啼的跑去她家避难。

俩个以前不会下厨的人，在很久很久以前一起学做菜，难吃得不得了还是忍耐着‘痛苦’，逼双方吃完。

还一起假装很厉害似的用她妈咪的zebra牌子pressure cooker来做生日蛋糕。幸好，没把厨房炸了。

后来交男朋友啦，开心不开心啦，我们都一起分享。总而言之，有福同享，有难同当。。除了她，没有另一个人向她一样，看着我，就知道我发生了什么事，遇上了什么困难。

我们俩也曾经问过对方，为什么多年以来我们还可以明白彼此的内心，为什么我们经过多年，还会是双方最贴心的朋友。。结论是没有一个结论。

可能是我们不曾向对方要求什么，没有expectation. 不离不弃地陪伴对方，很认真地对待这段友情，总是惺惺相惜。。。也可能是她和我一样在家是大姐，还有一个被宠坏的弟弟。

在她从电话另一端告诉我她的决定的时候。。眼泪不受控制的在眼眶里打转。

第一个反应是自私的，我在想，阿茹搬走了我怎么办？我伤心怎么办？我需要她听我的倾诉时怎麽办？

在想深一层，很开心很开心她终于找到了能给她幸福、能让她依靠的港湾。阿茹实在辛苦太久了，打从她家老爸得上癌症后，全家4口只靠她赚钱养家。她爸爸去世后，更是辛苦。如今有一个愿意和她分担一切、有一个好好保护她照顾她的男人，我相信，她一定是个最幸福的太太。

谢谢妳阿茹，这二十二年以来的一路相伴。你是我最爱的好朋友。

XoXo,

骚

2009-10-17T21:18:00.003+08:00

我的妈呀
应该没有其他男人和他一样，长得漂亮，既可以很理所当然地骚。。。也很理所当然地留长发。。。

0:53起实在让我佩服得五体投地 :) 哈哈哈

xoxo,

Mucho Gracios

2009-09-07T22:28:00.004+08:00

I wanna thank you for standing by me. picking me up when I'm at my lowest. sharing my joy when I'm happy. accompanying when I'm lonely.listening to me when I need to talk.

Most of all, believing in me, even when I thought I can never go on any longer.

Thank you, for a good five years and I hope we'll always be there for each other.

XoXo,

Kiehl's Party August 8th 2009

2009-08-03T10:27:00.005+08:00

Yeay! There will be a Kiehl's Party co-organising by Kiehl's and Vonvon of Vonvon's Interests this weekend!
I started reading her blog a few months back and i LIKE her blog a lot and then i followed her blog since :)

I'm so excited bout the party as I have never participated in any beauty workshop/1-1 skin consultation or make-up parties before. I wish I'm able to join in the fun with some of the fun bloggers out there!

Date :8th August 2009 (Saturday)
Time : 2-4pm
Venue : Kiehl's @ Pavilion, KL

According to Vonvon there will be a video presentation on introducing Kiehl's to the participants, personal 1-to-1 consultation to the wide range of its skincare, haircare, bodycare etc etc to all the participants! I strongly believe that each and everyone of us have different needs and preferences when it comes to our personal skin/hair/bodycare products thus this consultation session is really really GOOD for us newbies who never tried Kiehl's product before.

well, extra good news is that there will be finger food and drinks being served (so you won't get hungry-well, I'm sure everyone would be too excited to be hungry) and here comes the greatest of all, DOOR GIFTS for All Vonvon's guest! Now what are you waiting for? you have exactly about 1 hour 15 mins to send in your post before the contest ends :)

Dear Vonvon,
pick me pick me!!!!!!!

xoxo,

Nana

The Magical Underwater World

2009-07-19T13:54:00.001+08:00

Underwater Pics taken during my recent trip tp Kapalai, Mabul and Sipadan Island :)

We were lucky to see so many many sharks (but no pic bcos actually, they are shybabies). This time we also saw Jackfish Tornado, but too bad didnt get any pics! Hate myself for that.

Click on the pic below to see more. Enjoy and gimme some feedbacks/comments!

Sun Sea Sand Trip

loving the celebes sea,
xoxo,
nana

Off to Land Below the Wind

2009-07-01T18:21:00.005+08:00

NaNa is so very extremely excited!

Leaving to the Land Below the Wind, a revisit to my favourite Mabul & Sipadan Island, and fly to KK to explore places that I have never been to.

I miss the Water

I miss the people & the culture

I miss the sunset

and all sorts of sea creatures

( actu there were 2 male turtle trying to mate 1 female turtle in the pic. sea orgy!)

til I'm back,

xoxo

Nana

NaNa's fastest vegetarian meal :)

2009-06-23T08:16:00.009+08:00

When I'm feeling a little lazy but still wanna prepare my own 3-course meal, I'd usually do this. Takes about half an hour, only! And they are all vegetarian dishes (all done by nana) Mom was amazed :) (okies, whn I'm really really lazy I usually just eat greens, skip dressings cos I'd be too lazy to even drizzle 'em on)

Veggie wholemeal pita served with mashed potato

(really easy, stuff varieties of veggie into any choice of pita bread you like)

Cantaloupe mixed-fruits salad with frozen banana

(drizzle some natural yogurt + juice of half lemon)

My favourite dessert :)

Chunky Avocado Mousse with Lowfat Choco Ice-cream and Strawberry Bites
(a light dessert yet flavourful!)

til my next attempt on new recipes,
xoxo
NaNa

happy blessed BD & happy 1st mother's day to my friend

2009-05-19T17:18:00.002+08:00

Dear 佳佳，

I miss you a lot. Though I didnt really keep in touch with you since you left the company, 觅觅and I always talk about you.

Many things have happened, and yet, I have never really updated you. However, on your Bd I 'm making a 'pledge' that I will fill you in with all new things in life.

Fill me in with yours too, about married life and baby gal, most of all! kekeke. Anyways, Take good care, have a good one and, always love you.

xoxo,

nana

p/s. remember the pic? One of my favourites of our pics.

Weekend Ride 2nd -3rd May 2009.

2009-05-03T22:11:00.002+08:00

I missed last week ride, so I made my own ride to Cameron Highlands on 2nd and 3rd May 09.

1st, Sungai Besar. Ate exotic foods - pangoline meat, ayam kampung and deer meat.

2nd, Leaning Tower of Teluk Intan.

3rd, Cameron Highlands. Only managed to take pic at the Brinchang Fire Station.

Vroom.. Vroom.. Black Stallion Is The Best..

wonder of stila bronzer? :D my thing!

2009-04-30T16:06:00.008+08:00

ok, since i was making a hoohaa that i'm gonna die living without stila's bronzer...many friends have asked, why do i need a bronzer. since there are blushers and highlighters around. and bronzers from other cosmetics brands.

I know, and i've tried many brands but nothing like stila i love! *huhuhuuhu*

I love the natural glow that gives me a healthy complexion, and another big plus point is that it gives me a natural post-vacation tanned effect, not the sun-burnt effect!

(in this pic i wanted a healthy glow, cos i had a new bleached hair so i wanted something that could match!- the result? great great great!)

(in this pic i tried hard to make myself look tanned. I dunno i just adore tanned-skin. anyways, i layered on stila bronzer. the result? absolutely stunning!!call me perasan but i love it!)

(this is my chindian gang.i adore them lots. and i adore my wonder stila bronzer too. some of us wanted to head to dance and party, so i layered my stila baby a.k.a. the bronzer on top of illuminating shimmer. the result? u see with ur own eyes! )

like i mentioned, stila bronzer has always give me a 100% satisfaction! I'm a salsa dancer and i always opt for a tanner look instead of porcelain fair skin. i secretly think thta darker complexions gave me a slimmer illution physically,hahahhaaha.

love you,

xoxo

say hi to my stila and bye to my moolah!

2009-04-21T12:39:00.014+08:00

these are the stila stuff that make me go ga-ga!

stila make-up case! I bought 2 for myself :) i love the sweet lilac colour of the case!

check out the lacey buckle, with stila imprinted on the heart shape

part of my cosmetics :)

my favourite brands are stila, benefit and laura mercier

(from L-R) convertible eye colour, cover stick, lipglaze stick, allover shimmer, lipstick in darby

lipstick in gemma, italk in sapphire, lipstick in darby

Jeng Jeng Jeng! My limited edition eye trios, and a lipstick in tina

The mug is already on my working desk :)

stila umbrella, so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeet!!

i'l be back for more,
xoxo
NaNa

思

2009-04-21T11:55:00.002+08:00

想回槟城转一圈
见见老朋友
也去看看大学教授

下来要与新朋友会面
吃的喝的少不了
再去海边莎尔萨

大学有着我为学子的天真
乔治市是购物狂附身时必去之地
各种小食摊喂饱了我们的肚子

有钱享受时去新关仔角
没钱但要放松大伙儿带着吉他去海滩
槟榔律上端有我和他曾经的疯狂

我喜欢曾经的我
属于这里生活的一分子
那份曾经有的是甜酸苦辣

回顾一下曾经的开心
也去找寻现在的我
我要探望我的珍珠屿

xoxo,
NaNa

Stila, my bd present-S for myself

2009-04-19T16:51:00.006+08:00

this post has gotta be in pink!

Stila is rumoured to close down in Malaysia, and I have been getting some items occassionally when I had the time to visit Stila counter at The Gardens.

1st visit:-
1 convertible eye colour
1 allover shimmer
1 lipgaze stick
1 stick concealer

2nd visit:-
2 highshine lipsticks
1 italk eye pallete

3rd visit:-
2 limited edition eyeshadow trios
1 mug
1 shimmer lipstick

4th visit:-
2 make-up cases
2 umbrellas

The 1st-3rd visits were at the Gardens, just near my office. At times I was just accom my friends but I always end up buying something!

The 4th which was just yesterday, I went shopping with my buddy at Pavilion, i went to Stila counter just to try my luck, i love the make-up case so much. You know, for all the 28th years of my life I have never had a make-up case, for some reasons. I dont have many stuff enough to fill a pro-make-up case, and also, the make-up cases are usually not-so-pretty :) so all these years my products are in make-up bags.

April is my bd month. And so it is the BEST reason for me to BUY more and more things for myself. Ahhh also I bought a Sunseeker bikini at Parkson Pavilion, 50% discount and buy top free bottom! Damn it the last time I bought it was RM139 for the top and RM119 for bottom=RM258!!!! Just for one pair! Now I just pay RM69.9 for the top and I got bottom for free! Weeeeeeeee! FYI Sunseeker is the only brand that I find great for a body like mine (u know, top heavy =_=") some designs are with underwired support so ur boobies wont look saggy!

Well, tata for now. Will post pis of my new stuff soon, as my buddy wanna see the stila stuff :)

there are still bout 2 weeks b4 MAY arrives, and nana can still buy presents for herself,
xoxo,
NaNa

Are You Going To Finish Strong?

2009-04-18T19:17:00.001+08:00

What Makes Balan Happy?

2009-04-18T17:13:00.002+08:00

Finally, I'm doing what I feel happy and love to do :

My dear Sister, Nana loves beach and island.

I love green and bike..

So, Here I Am..

Ride, ride and ride..

And, a reminder if you plan to travel to Fraser's Hill on the traffic movement schedule. Remember, you may have to wait up to 1 hour before you can ride or drive uphill or down hill.

So,

Live Your Life

Like

Nana

Like

Balan..

我的最爱

2009-03-17T13:07:00.005+08:00

好奇怪
原来我一直以来非常欣赏的创作男性歌手
都有着一样的Initials.

Jason Mraz

John Mayer

James Morrison

都是JM一族呢！我是超无聊=.="

xoxo

What Makes NaNa Happy?

2008-12-24T14:56:00.016+08:00

clear water makes her happy!

Cute creatures makes her HAPPY!

Turtles swimming pass her makes her happy!

colourful fishes make her happy too!

Blue sea and sky are the bestest scenery

She laughs looking at ppl being vitimised!

Sun Sea Sand give her the happiest moment

Wearing wateva she likes make her happy

swimming in the sea taking pics is the nicest past-time

Surrounded by loving ppl is the happiest moment ( and meeting a hunk on holiday is great *winkwink*-notice the guy far left? lol)

Away from main land and the hustle busle of the city is the ultimate JOY!

wow how much she misses the sea,

xoxo

The Wonder of the Sea

2008-11-28T14:30:00.004+08:00

Underwater world is just so....captivating.

It makes me feel that I wont mind dying in the sea. Accompanied by schools of fishes and many many starfish. It's quite a beatiful way to leave this world.

Ok I'm crazy.

Of me and kids

2008-11-26T16:46:00.003+08:00

I love kids...no no no I do not have my own yet. I have always able to get along pretty well with babies,of all races (except for indian babies usually they cry when they see me,I wonder why ar?)

Anyways there also have been a few funny encounters of me with babies/toddlers :)

Occassion 1- LRT ( sometime last week)

a 4-yr toddler was standing on his 20-ish yr-old daddy's lap and held onto the hoop handles . And he was trying to swing. The kid looked at me and observed the people beside me (knowing that i was looking at him too.)

LOL.suddenly the kid spoke.

Kid: Itu ayah kamu ke? (referring to the man in his 40s beside me)

Na: Huh? (looked at the man, and the man was a bit blushing) errr (and shook my head, signalling NO)

Kid: Bukan ke? Yang itu? (eyes looking sideway to another man)

Na: (looked into his direction and found tat it was a man quite young but with grey hair) errrrrrrrr itu pun bukan-lah!

Kid: Oh oh... habis tu mana ayah kamu?

Na: kat rumah (smiling, as the father was looking at me)

Kid: Ohhhhh kenapa kamu tinggal ayah seorang kat rumah?

(Before I could answer...)

Kid: Kenapa kamu keluar seorang?Na: Sebab, kakak sudah tua. Sudah kerja, tak boleh bawa ayah sekali.

(From this point everyone was looking and listening to our conversation)

Kid: Oh sudah tua ke? Sudah ada anak ke?

Na: (eyes opened wide) huh? Belum kahwin la tak ade anak.

Kid: OOOOOOOOOH! (in excitement) Kamu boleh lah jadi mak saya la kan!

Na: (laugh laugh laugh and gasping for oxygen)

Kid: ayah kan ayah kan? kakak cantik. (wideeeeeeeeeeee smile)(the father was blushing trying to say something)

Kid: kakak ayah saya hensem. kamu cantik.

(oh my. everyone tried to control themselves)

announcer : Stesen Cempaka. Cempaka Station.

Na: Bye bye! (waved and ran away!)

Ocassion 2: LRT (about 2 months ago)

VMy buddy and I going back home after dance class..there was this really cute and good looking boy (2+) sitting right in front of where we were standing.

We were adoring him openly. He blushed and smiled. looking at his mom and hiding his face.

Then suddenly he stared into my eyes, and made a loud smooching sound.

Everyone laughed when he did the 2nd time.

Gal A : Apa budak tu buat ha? Kenapa semua ketawa?
Gal B : Ohhhh Dia buat bunyi kiss, nak kiss kakak tu...
Uncle C : Ahahahha budak nie kecik2 dah tahu ye kakak mana yang lawa....(the boy looked at me and smiled.

My hand approached him wanting to just tickle his cheek but he took my hand and, kissed on it)

Boy's mom : Eh apa adik buat nie...nanti kakak marah..
Na: oh no salam je tak pe...
Boy's mom : Oh kamu tak tau...die nie, ayah ngan mak pun taknak kiss amin...

(then we burst out laughing again...cos at the same time the boy was doing his kissy kissy gestures)

Boy's mom : ah eh le.. kecil2 adik dah macam nie besar nanti tak tahu la pula macam mana jadi....

(the boy blushed and hid his face in his mom's arms)

Occasion 3 : Starbucks at Pavilion ( half a year ago)

Having few cuppas with the buddies. A caucasian man sitting at the table next to us with his baby. The man was doing some paperwork I think typing away and doing some researches online (oh I sound like we were stalking him.)

Anyways his baby is sooooooooooo cute. A chubby baby boy with very beautiful eyes. Biasa lah I like to kacau cute babies... and then after about an hour he ask: I'm sorry but would you be kind enough to be a 5 mins babysitter? I badly need to go to the gents'.

Aiya so i tot why not right kesian he must be tahan-ing for quite sometime so I took his baby and put on my lap.

Each of my friends wanted to hold the baby a little so I warned then not to make him cry. My friend tried to make the baby laugh by making faces...but ah to no avail and the baby was crying and screaming on top of his lungs. shit I was so anxious and i felt bad so I quickly took over the baby.

Na : Oh boy dont cry dont cry...(rocking him in my arms)
Baby: Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Na: No you be good boy ur daddy is coming soonnnn (said in a melodious tone)
Baby: Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Na: Oh what you want baby dont cry dont cry

Baby: (turn his face and bitten my 'chest' (ya br**st I mean)

Na: Ouchhhhh....(gently push his head away from my chest area)

Baby: ( forcing his face against my chest)

Everyone: (STUNNED)

Daddy who on his way back to the table : o_O"

NaNa: :'(
(and ran to the ladies'.)

Dance

2008-10-09T09:12:00.005+08:00

As of yesterday...

I completed my Bronze level ChaChaCha. Starting next Wednesday we will be learning Jive Bronze. After that we are going into Latin Silver Level. I'm thinking of taking 2 exams from the UK this year, combining both Bronze and Silver levels.

Since the examiners from UK are gonna be here only at the end or beginning of next year. I'm quite confident that I should be able to finish my Silver level by then. Thus, making it possible to take 2 exams at the same time.

Anyways this year I tried new dances.
Waltz..Can u believe that I actu took Waltz? Ok, and I completed the 1st level.
ChaChaCha social & Bronze level
Rock n Roll 1st Level
Jive Social

Can't wait to start my Rhumba & Samba. I just love love love Latin. But not until I complete my Jive Bronze before I could actually start on both of these.

Since I have been dancing Salsa for about 3 years now it's kinda hard for me to do Ballroom and other Latin. They are just different. So much different! Body isolations and movements are not the same. The shoulders, the hip, the hands, the neck....every part of the body la! I guess I have to spend a lot longer than I thought to adapt and to 'adjust' my body to perfect myself in these dances.

Now I wished That I can do up big mirror at my living room. Any idea how much it's gonna cost? For now I have only a small one about 2m in length and width. Damn small. I can only see myself at a certain certain angle. I can't dance using bigger space cos then I wont be able to see myself. I can only prac my body isolations and belly dancing movements. Sigh.

Maybe it's time for me to think about his's suggestion. Get a studio together. While He can teach music classes and at the same time I can utilise it for my dance prac and rehearsals. He could play live music for me to dance too. Good idea. Will it work? I gotta squeeze my brain juice a lil to think of how what why and when.

BTW. I wanna start dancing more Salsa again. Been necgleting it for bit now. Haha. And I miss Bachata lotsa Bachata. Merengue too! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I miss my fellow Salseras & Salseros Senor Pedro,Sharil, Mazli, Nimmi, Alan, Andrea, senor Juan & Prem. Sigh. Where art thou. These bubus are the best people in the whole wide world to dance with.

Yeay I will be visiting my favourite shoemaker SanLee at Taman Midah to custom-make my new dancing shoes this saturday! Weeee heeeeeeeeeeeee!

see ya with my new danceshoes,
xoxo

Got Tagged again!

2008-10-08T16:05:00.007+08:00

Tag Rules-1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.
Time: 5.29 pm
Name: Nana
Sisters: -
Brothers: 1
Shoe size: 6
Height: 5 4' I think
Favourite drinks: Watermelon juice without sugar. Refreshing. Yum.
Favourite breakfast: milk n muesli

Have you ever;

Been on a plane: Yes. With 0 fare to everywhere I think everyone has been on one.
Swam in the ocean: lol. Float counts ar? The furthest I cud do was snorkeling. Swam oso rite?
Fallen asleep in school: not until I was doing my STPM.
Broken someone's heart: hahaha not answering.
Fell off your chair: once kekeke, I broke voon's chair n fell off form the chair.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: yes, i did
Saved e-mails: I dun save, usually I dun delete unless they were nonsense ones
Chicken pox: yes, oni a few pox. Like not more than 5 allover my body.
Sore throat: now a bit :(
Stitches: gladly :) nope.
Broken nose: thank god no
What is your room like: like...a room? Dun wanna eleborate lar..got everything I need most importantly bed, and 5 pillows and 2 bolsters. And a heart-shape huggie. Dun ask why I jst like to be surrounded by fluffy stuff.
What's right beside you: my phone
What is the last thing you ate: cherry tomatoes

Do you ;
Believe in love at first sight: yea I think so but I do think it's more to infatuation at first sight. Then whn u get to know that person oni u will decide whether or not to fall in love....too realistic? Ya I know.
Like picnics: only if we have those pretty trees and soft green grass in Malaysia
Who was the last person you danced with: chachacha, with my classmate
Last made you smile: simon made me smiled jst a min ago

Today did you:
Talk to someone you like: no :( wait...not yet :)
Kissed anyone: nopeGet sick: sore throat & flu
Talked to an ex: nope
Miss someone: so bad
Best feeling in the world: indescribable
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: stuffed animals nope. Bolsters count?
What's under your bed: old books
What time is it now: dunno. Lazy to check

Random Qs:
Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now: yes
Q: Do you have any siblings: didnt u just ask
Q: Do you want children: love to but unsure
Q: Do you smile often: yes
Q: Do you like your hand-writing: I think so. But havent written in a bit been using the keyboard I dunno how my handwritings turn into.
Q: Are your toenails painted: yes.lilac now.
Q: Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: as long as its clean and im comfortable with that person lol
Q: What colour shirt are you wearing: black
Q: What were you doing at 7:00pm yesterday: mmmm I think was reading the newspaper
Q: I can't wait till: I see Terra & Careem & Awie! weeeeeeeeeeeeee
Q: When did you cry last: yesterday. migraine
Q: Are you a friendly person: i am. But ppl always think that i'm easy. I'm jst friendly.
Q: Do you have any pets: now no.
Q: Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: that person is sleeping at his mom's place or maybe hanging out in his studio :P usually
Q: Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now? abuthen?(good one apan)
Q: Do you sleep with the TV on? : sometimes
Q:What are you doing right now?: doing this and thinking about my dance class
Q: Have you ever crawled through a window?: yes lar. Dunno why but I remember we were doing it jst for fun. With amy n yar see whn we were 15.
Q: Can you handle the truth?: truth hurts but its better than lies
Q: Are you closer to your mother or father?: mother
Q: Who was the last person you cried in front of?: alone.
Q: How many people can you say you've really loved?: enough :)
Q: Do you eat healthy?: I try to most of the time. Usually a tiny piece of choco or ice-cream wud kill me effort,lol
Q: Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: havent we all?
Q: How often do you go to church?: often la as in my calendar
Q: If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: those I love
Q: Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: mmmm depends,really
Q: Are you confident?: depends also, but i could say before this not that really, but now? probably yes

Q: 5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
- hangout at Red Crescent HQ after school
- always learning about 1st Aid and Humanitarian Laws
- mural paintings at school (almost 3 days a week)
- training juniors on the field for marching (everyday almost)
- dance practise

Q: 5 snacks I enjoy:- ice creams- chocs- cakes- cookies- fruits

Q: 5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
-invest- open up a bar by the beach- give to my family - holidaying- donate to the poor

Q: 5 of my bad habits:- sleeping all da time- like to shop a lot- excuse myself in every possible way to drive- bad temper- likes to frown

Q: Places I have lived in:
- Taiping- Berkeley- Penang- KL - Bukit Tinggi

Q: 5 jobs I've had:
- HR Training & Development Exec
- TV Industry Distribution & Acquisition
- Language Analyst
- First Aid Trainer
- Freelance Dancer

tag:
Captain Balan
Jasmine
Ling Wei
Jenny Chin
Simon
G
Pravind
Sally

Happy Birthday to YOU

2008-09-24T10:44:00.012+08:00

This post is dedicated to my Friends who are celebrating their birthday today!

1st is my dearie Brandon Sean a.k.a. Mr HANSUM. Note, is HANSUM, with all uppercase alphabets :) the way he likes it.

This is the first time i met Don Don (the way i call him). He was very shy and he got his jeans torn jst below the crotch area. Getting too excited we all think, for meeting the whole chindian gang for the 1st time.

Don Don is a very caring guy. He is like my buddy and my brother. I tell him things, many things about me. My work, my life, my problems, my dilemmas...just everything :) you can be sure to trust him because he is a genuine friend and he will keep his words :-D

Another Chindian buddy is also celebrating his birthday today. None other than our Big G a.k.a. Giorgie G :) Miss you tonnes G and do well in your studies k!

Not forgetting Deimy a.k.a. Mimi, it's her birthday to day too! Mimi was my colleague but now she left the company! She was the one who made my smile whenever I wasnt happy at work. I wish her health and wealth on her special day. :) Mi i miss u!

WISHING YOU GUYS (AND GAL) A VERY VERY BLESSED BIRTHDAY! KISS N HUGS!

see ya guys soon,xoxo

how la?

2008-09-09T16:29:00.004+08:00

i miss him badly :'(
y la y i hv to see him lerrrrrrr...

XoXo to u
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Careem dear happy happy 28th Birthday.
May ur bar be set up again real soon ya...30% more to go! :D
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Amy dearie i shall see you in less than 4 days.
cant wait to see you in bridal gown!
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Jusri ong hehehehe i shall see you very soon in ur wedding too!
oh my god i almost cant believe that we were only 15 when we visited japan together!
like wat??12 years back?
Omedeto Jusri-san.
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i still miss him ler :'(

thanx for singing me lullaby
xoxo

Days away from stress :D

2008-08-28T14:12:00.026+08:00

It has been weeks but I’m still thinking of the blue sky, the warm sand and the crystal clear sea :)
Yes if ur a fren by now u oredi know NaNa LOVES beaches :D NaNa hates mountains so don’t u ask NaNa to join any trips or explorations to mountains or caves. Ewwww cos I hate leeches and I cant stand the dirty toilets and not having a proper place to sleep on.

Chilling by the beach....

Back to the trip it was a hell load of fun this time! Took a midnight bus from KL to Kuala Besut jetty and we hopped onto the 1st boat, 8 of us :) we didn’t have to share with other people and paid RM560 instead of RM800 for a boat. Lucky us! Upon reaching Long Beach at perhentian kecil, 2 smaller boats approached us (u gotta transfer to a smaller boat so u can arrive at the shore). One of the boatmen was Abang Panorama! LoL. I didn’t remember his name at that point of time. He quickly recognised me and said I didn’t change a bit :p We had to wait for a few hours b4 settled down and changed into our beachwears. The gals got a room at Matahari chalet while the guys at Lily. Nice place….very spacious room they got (for a higher price of course!)

LOL We took abang Panorama's boat :) Wat a co-incid.

We didn’t do much on the 1st day, I was reading+sleeping while having my sunbathing session. Yong Yong bought a beach towel and joined me soon after, Hahaha. He thinks he is too fair for a guy wor. After about 3 hours (I guess) voon & I walked to Careem’s Beach Bar. We missed him, and pakku :) it is always nice to see old frens you know cos it makes you feel like home (careem is a dear fren I knew since I was 20) His bar is cool but he is now re-building it, due to some events that happened 3 weeks before.

My sun-bathing moment :D Really nice and i actu fell asleep!

After that we spend the whole of few hours up and down the big rocks near RockGarden chalet, taking pictures and kacau-kacau some small fish. They could camouflage I think. In my hand it turned fairer and in the water near the rocks its skin turned darker, disappearing into the colour of the rocks…Dinner was at Panorama, the best best best restaurant on the island. Gotta try. Must try. The bestest pizza! The chef is the younger bro of abang panorama (by now I know his name is Mahmood). We took about 2 hours enjoying our feast. And then we went to lily to meet careem and the gang. New was the appointed spokesperson for the group as he speaks perfect Kelatan Dialect it amazed me really. Upon a few booze I was tired oredi so we lepak with the guys and played cards.

Voon,New and NaNa trying to catch some fish

Gotcha you camouflaging lil fish!

Woke up very early next day (unwillingly ok). Sally tot we were late so we rushed like mad. Had a very big breakfast, all of us! When I was looking for awie they told me he was there oredi. Good boy he is, sleeps very late but could always on time :) guess wat I hurt my leg b4 snorkelling but it didn’t stop me from joining lor cos I love to see turtles and clown fish :D we went to 5 different points :) coral point, shark point, light house, turtle point and romantic beach. Had lunch at The Fisherman’s village. Always I saw something like a condom packet on the sand, so I said ewww why got durex here la @_@ ! Then awie heard and laughed at me saying that I’m dirty minded as it was the seasoning packet of instant noodle…malu! He teased me up til today! =_=”

Snorkelling group

Yong was really afraid of sea cucumbers! I was too at first but after a few attempts of picking them up I used to it so we were all trying to disturb yong with sea cucumbers lol! He ran so fast! Everyone was amused by his moves and the way he tried to defend himself by throwing sand at us! :) really cute hahaha even abang mahmood and awie joined in the efforts of kacau-ing yong. Without realising the time passed we spent about 6 hours snorkelling. Upon returning to Long Beach we spent more time at Lily restaurant having drinks and just fool around. Oh fox didn’t join snorkelling but dia sudah dapat berkenalan dengan dua gadis dari singapura! Lol!

We tried to 'kacau' yongyong with the ewwwie lookin' sea cucumber

See! Yong was running like a mad guy!

Hehehe I got to 'manoeuvre' his boat

One of Fox's S'pore gal!

having a drink at Lily :P

Voon, my buddy and I at Panorama

After dinner and group picture at Panorama Restaurant (Oh we ate even more this time!) Abang Mahmood was there to entertain us. Spent about 2 hours+ there and we moved to Lily for boooooze. New and I planned to get drunk that nite. Local whiskey RM21 per bottle and we had 2. Awie & Pakku joined us and Careem came by once in a while. Each of us were bz with our own activities. Amy and fox were taking pictures, yong and voon lepak at the beach, ali, sally, new & I having drinks…though the topics of conversations were meaningless ones but we were sooooooo happy. I dunno why. Probably due to the booze, or just because we were away from the hassle bustle of daily lives.

Group pic with abang Mahmood

Amy and the rest told me there was ‘ghost fire’ at the beach….so I went and I saw very pretty blue little shiny stuff! I manage to picked one up and ran to awie. Awie told me those are planktons. :-) Very nice planktons! Like little stars in the sea, or blue fireflies! Planned to sleep on the beach and watch sunrise the in the morning. But these people ar always FFK! Fong Fei Kei. All went back to rooms. I was talking to Awie for a little while more I was making a fuss and he was telling me ghost stories of the island! Damn. So he sent me back as I was very terrified oredi…The gals were all snoring away in the room while I went in, I laughed and wondered if I cud actually sleep. To my amazed I fell asleep immediately as I hit the sack.

Trying to capture the pic of a very cute teapot

The last morning we had a long and big and nice breakkie at Panorama again =_=” where else right?! the younger brother of abang Mahmood took our orders (he is a very shy guy :-D) after breakfast we spent some times strolling by the beach and take pictures (oh I hate to have to leave).

The adik of abang mahmood a.k.a. abang panorama

Managed to hug and say goodbye to Awie (lol he wasn’t sure of wat to do for about 5 secs when I hugged him :P when he calmed down a bit he hugged me back (hahahaha *evil laugh* usually so naughty but now so shy).

Took 12noon boat to Kuala Besut jetty, spent some time looking at souvenirs and headed to Kota Bharu Airport….and secretly in my heart I was planning for the next visit oredi,lol! (oh this looks a bit like my diary!)

Hate to say GOODBYE :(

til my next visit again,

XOXO

NaNa

Rendezvous on a rainy day

2008-08-28T09:02:00.006+08:00

Dr. Rakesh was here in town!

From left: Captain Balan, NaNa & Dr. Rakesh

I had fun meeting him and captain Balan (see how lucky am I to hangout with a Doctor and a Captain!)

I feel so 'secured' lol! If bad guys kacau me captain is there to protect me and if i'm injured or sick doctor is there to save me...hahahha.

Anyways though it was a very brief meeting I enjoyed myself. the usual get-to-know intro then we quickly went into a lil 'bitching' session. LOL!

Rakesh thank you for walking in the rain with balan to meet me ya, the next time your back we all shall spend more time together :D

Adreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. please safeguard the Apple Vodka given by Rakesh orite! I wanna drink with you! :-P He told me it's a big bottle!

XOXO

See ya again,

nana

No No

2008-08-20T11:05:00.003+08:00

Nope dear frens who are concerned :)
No i'm not in love with the 3-days guy i mentioned in the previous post.
We are like buddies and we are so so so so different in so many ways.
I didn't know that all my fren tot I'm easily in love. NO lo...sorry guys. No juicy stories.
lol!

Ok, the only similarity is that we are both 27 :D
XOXO

TQ

2008-08-14T15:02:00.003+08:00

I will have to say thanks to someone whom I only know for errrm about 3 days.

1. because he answered the questions that I have always wanna ask but dunno how, and who to ask.

2. because he knew i was sad and need to be happy.

3. because he had the patience to accompany me when I was gonna 'explode' and was throwing my tantrums to him, yes, tho i knew him only for 3 days i did tat to him ( he was there without a single complain)

4. because he made us (at least me!) very happy.

5. because he taught me and oso let me 'sail' his boat with 13 passengers in it.

6. because he tried his very best to make me laugh.

7. because he tried to help me to deal with my emotions when i was being put in a very very akward situation. yea i know this sounds really crazy but he just knew. and he helped me.

8. because he sent me back to my room even after i let out my anger onto him. and he had to walk to his place alone in the middle of a very spooky nite . for this i say sorry.

I dunno how to explain but, still i wanna thank this guy that made me feel so very much better :) silly it may sound but still. Thank you :)

there are ppl who actu made you feel like you've known them forever while in reality, oni 3 days.

Nana appreciates the 3 day-old friendship and the fact that he's making it a longer one.
XOXO.

jst a lil preview :)

2008-08-12T11:54:00.005+08:00

NOW YOU KNOW

This is the reason.

I wish to just settle down on the island and never have to come back.

Manage to skip the usual 'Monday Blues'. But having a tough 'after-vacation-working-Tuesday'.

Island pulling is really strong this time.

laterz ppl. XOXO.

Sun Sea & Sand

2008-08-08T17:28:00.002+08:00

Bye peeps...

Off from work and leaving for my long awaited vacation...

see ya! XOXO

at 1845

2008-08-04T18:36:00.003+08:00

Oh crap. m still at work at this hour. damn. all thanx to the lady who wont translate properly but calling herself a professional translator.now i have to go through her stack of work of ridiculous mistakes. oh god spare me from this pls and i swear i will be a good gal from now on.

anyways after today i wont ever need to check on her work anymore. phew. the one good thing that happened today. at least. so i'd better finish this crap off asap. ASAP!

Blessed :)

2008-07-29T16:30:00.006+08:00

Had a really great weekend with my family :) sorry uree,apan & vv.. I don’t see my parents everyday so I wanted to spend my rest days with them :)

Sanjiv fetched me after work on Friday and we went to Granny’s place, hangout a lil had dinner there & fetch mom, headed back to klang. We were talking so much on sansan’s wedding and hope she has found the right one. We love you sansan. Aiyo but as your taikajie I have to give you red packet as wedding gift too right. Gotta start saving up from now. She is gonna register on 0909 this year. Wedding next Feb28th.

I really love my parents a lot. Dunno why particularly this week. After dad sent me back yesterday I felt so sad la. Was thinking of them whole night and didn’t sleep well. Sigh. Miss them too much I know it’s kl n klang only but still I miss them the minute they left. I can sacrifice anything for something but not sacrificing my family for anything at all. Love them dearly and Sanjiv-boy has been a good good boy lately. He really worked hard and he really has grown up, into a man that we can rely on. He proves himself at his work and he is now earning what he’s worth like double triple my pay! Oh Sanjiv-boy I love you continue to do your best in your career k Jiejie will always be there to listen to you. Yes working like is never easy but if you’re willing to share your troubles and problems with your love ones there is nothing that you won’t overcome :) remember that!

Thinking to buy a present for Sanjiv-boy’s gf lar. But dunno what to buy. She is a music student and very talented. Did I mention that she is super kawaii? She’s not the beauty queen type but she is really petite and cute, very demure and dainty. She is size 0 you see and wth I’m like a size 25! Hahaha. She is really tiny, wearing shoes size 2 or 3 or 4. crazy and Sanjiv-boy is like a giant, so tall and skinny like bamboo stick, LOL.

Back at home basically I’m like a princess…well pampered and do not need to worry bout a thing. The feeling is very nice as I can forget the stress and pressure at work! :P and mom sleeps beside me everytime I go home. Very nice cos we usually chat til wee hours in the morning!

Oh many people ask me how Sanjiv-boy looks like. Here he is. Standing tall at 186cm (crazy!!!)

We had lollies party at ofis last week. Fun. Actually it was because amy oweed sally an apology. So she gave her lollies instead. Sally asked for 10cm diameter lolly. Amy wanna give her 10 chuppachups normal size instead! LOL!

Bro Richard said he himself looked like a hamsap lou in this pic. HAHAHAHAHA!

alamak kena Tagged

2008-07-29T15:50:00.003+08:00

Tagged by apan the papan.

nana pilih yang bahasa melayu sebab yang telah di’translasi’kan itu lagi nana tak faham. ntah apa dicakap.

1. nama-nama timangan oleh org tersayang

nana
princess
reena girl
reens
dearie

2. anda seorang yang...........

periang, kelakar(kadang-kala), bising, beremosi yang teramat sangat, berfikiran terbuka (tapi tak bermaksud sebarngan aje), cepat merajuk lol

3. insan teristimewa.describe apa yg membuatkan die terlalu istimewa di mata anda.

-cuba untuk menyesuaikan diri dalam budaya dan agama yang berbeza (dalam keluarga saya dah 2 agama, 2 budaya, banyak bahasa-dia sendiri pun sama)
-dia seorang yang jujur dan tak pernah tipu saya (setakat ini lah)
-manjakan saya and juga meletakkan saya tempat pertama dalam hidup dia
-menari salsa untuk saya lol walaupun kaku macam kayu lol

4. makanan favourite anda

ahhhhhh…banyak nak kena tulis nie. Seafood, Japanese, pelbagai desserts, cookies and cakes….

5. favourite color

hitam dan merah.

6. favourite song

aiyo ini pun banyak lah…ok la saat nie lagu yang dimainkan kat player Te Extrano by Xtreme, my favourite Bachata Song.

7. sikap yg membuatkan anda stress

-berlagak
-show off (berlagak ye?)
-lebih-lebih
-suka bergosip yang jahat
-yang suka berkompare cosmetics siapa yang lagi mahal
-main kayu tiga atau empat atau lebih daripada itu
-suka mempergunakan dan memperbodohkan orang/kawan untuk tunjuk die nie lagi bagus

8. 3 bende yg mesti ade dalam handbag anda

telefon bimbit, kunci rumah, dompet dan banyak lagi lah yang mesti ade!

9. kali terakhir anda menangis beriya-iya..kenapa??

semalam. Tiba2 pula rindu sangat sangat kat parents

10. tag 6 rakan anda
-simon
-notty boy
-sally
-jasmine
-balan
-ling wei lol!

ahhah nak tengok sikit bahasa melayu mereka macamana lol (ini pun saya copy statement apan!)LOL!

What Have I do to my Wallet?!

2008-07-21T15:33:00.022+08:00

Cash damage of the week :P *die la die la*

Most of my buddies know when I’m stressed by work and all the only therapy that works best on me is the *taadada*-- Retail Therapy! It’s better than Spa, manicure, pedicure, head massage and what not, trust me!

1. Thong & Corset from La Senza :P

I love corsets! Any colour, any design! But hey I dunno why I decided on this Fuchsia Pink, probably is the stones studded thong that attracted my attention first!

2. Thongs again :P

These are from FCUK, and I think they are cute :) the sailor collection, comes in solid red and also red & white stripes :) It was a bargain, price before discount is £16 per piece! Crazy!

3. Bright colours blouses

Many people complained that I have way too many black outfits. What they dunno is that I have many red tops too, black & red are my favourite colours!

Left is a very cute range blouse from Ted Baker (I like the design on the back, 2 holes, with bling bling)

On the right is a feminine pink top from Banana Republic, I don’t really have many round neck tops and this one flatters me so I bought. *hehe*

4. Spaghetti Straps Blouse & what else, thongs again *LOL*

Was telling sally that I never had any top in green, and when I was trying out this top the green looks quite alright on me, so, it became mine! Purple frilly and black lacey thongs from TopShop.

5. See-through cover-up & Surf-board shorts

I have been looking for a bikini cover-up for awhile, since I love to go to the beach so I think having one is essential.

This adorable TopShop cover-up & Reef shorts are the gifts I received on Saturday! Thanks babe XOXO! They came at the right time! *I didn’t spend $$ on these*

6. My new BB!

Skin79 BB-cream all da way from Korea! I really love it, does wonder to my face! * Hugs for Vv who got this for me!* It has the functions of sunblock, concealer, moisturiser and foundation all in one! It only comes in one colour but after you apply onto your face the colour changes to blend with your complexion! Magic cream!

Laura Mercier tinted moisturiser, one of my fav too! Natural colour that protects my from UV :) My gal friends know I hate putting on foundations & powders so usually tinted moisturisers are my choices!

Dr. Feel Good from Benefit, need I say more? It control the sebum production thus face doesn’t look greasy!

7. L’Occitane En Provence

Ok if I were made to choose only one set of body care for the rest of my life I’d choose L’Occitane! It saved my cracked skin (yes I used to have very very dry skin, fish-scale alike appearance, so I called it *cracked*) I used L’Occitane products from head to toe!

This is a bargain Shea Butter set, only RM99, before discount it was RM164. From left- vegetable soap, the one in round container is 100% pure Shea Butter cream, Lip Balm that I cant possibly leave without, hand cream, a packet of foot cream, Immortelle very precious mask and Immortelle action targeted gel. They all come in a very lovely polka-dots pouch, but Sally said it looks like a sanitary napkin pouch =_=”

I can be a super crazy Shopaholic! & the Mega sales is not doing any good to my moolah! sigh. But at least I'm happy for now, ehehhe.

Let's Groove !!

2008-07-18T16:17:00.003+08:00

Aha! I love love love the song above by Earth, Wind & Fire! Coz they don’t rap. LOL. No lar seriously since I was young I like to dance to this song. Wait, this song has been a hit way before I was born. I know I know the Video Clip is damn funny LOL but I still like the song :) makes me wanna dance so much!

Hehe, I still remember the 1st time I dance was about 4-5 years old. Dad & mom brought me to a bar. Mom said I danced alone, no one actually taught me how to dance before. Oh yes, Sanjiv boy & I went to bars & pubs very often, cause our parents love music, loves dancing. They have many friends who own bars & clubs :) LOL so I think my love for dancing & Sanjiv-boy’s love for music started back then.

I watched Battle of Red Cliff last nite. In my opinion, it’s awesome! I personally enjoy historical and epic movies. I like the way Tony Leong and Takeshi became best friends and the way they make jokes, intelligent jokes mainly :) they became best friends by challenging each other by playing the Chinese Gu-Zheng, a type of musical instrument.

A very best friend of mine just talked to me. Sigh. I’m so sad for her lar. She finally have decided that this weekend she gonna accept a guy that has been going after her for 2-3 years. Oh this is the happy part. Here comes the sad part, last nite she went clubbing with some friends. After the club she went back to a guy’s house and spent the nite with him :’( gosh how can anyone do that! I mean had fun got drunk and then had sex with someone you didn’t like! I do not look down at people who have pre-marital sex but hey :( this is not even love. How could one turn love and passion into a mere lust and desire!

Anyway me dear friend no matter what happen I will still be with you. I will never judge you and look at you differently. Because I know you worth more than that, because I know the real you, that was just an event that you won’t want to remember again. I want so much to beat up your friends that brought you to club last nite. How could they let you follow a guy’s car :( We both have been to pubs for like hundreds of million times but nothing like that had happen :( I still love you!

I saw this particular bag at TOUS that I want to have la. See, my desire can be strong too. RM 2+++. Actually I think I should control my lust for bags and shoes la. I have way too many pairs of shoes for my pair of legs but still I’m telling myself no amount is too many :P I think if I wear one pair each day I won’t have a repeat pair for about 2 months. Control!

I’m still listening to Let’s Groove. I so wanna dance lar!　

Flower Power!

2008-07-15T18:16:00.011+08:00

It was Gerbera Daisy on me, looking like a craji woman lar.

I remember telling Mitrox some time ago that I do not really fancy flowers. & Mitrox tot I hate them buds.

No no, I do like flowers, but do not like the idea of receiving flowers on Valentine's day or Birthday or from some random guys who try to woo me. Especial roses. Errr, red roses. Big No-No for me.

It's kinda scary that I wud then hv to carry the bouquet around ( if I received on a date in the mall) it's so..just not me. I'm an asthmatic and and I have bad sinus problem, so giving me big bunch of flowers with strong scent isn't a good idea.

The one bouquet that iI really did receive with a big smile! :)) My favourite flower :)

I just do not like receiving them, but I do appreciate flowers :) among them are TULIPS! yes tulips, Sunflowers, Gerbera Daisies :)

who says I do not like flowers? I love tulips so much that the curtains in my rooms are of tulips motive :)

Wait...let look at the 1st pic again, bigger this time.

Notice notty boy Ah Yong at the back ? With his 60's sunshade,muahahaha

anyways, i hate my nose, it is big! :(

Tsk!

2008-07-15T14:37:00.003+08:00

Why do I have to think of you? on a very frequent basis :( aiyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee so so frustrating!

P/S. Anyways if ur reading wat do you think? :P I can convert & look pretty rite? (ish ish tak malunye)

The feeling is not so...nice.

the further you try to run, the closer it is coming to you

2008-07-11T17:41:00.002+08:00

Saw your picture in one of the local dailies yesterday. You were performing with your percussion band, the smile, so so familiar. It is the same smile I saw you for the very 1st time. The same smile I see on your face every time, after the first.

I miss you, a lot a lot. But we have been avoiding each other. Sigh. Things are just not the same anymore. Not as simple. It was easy, I used to ‘stalked’ you, literally, and everytime you would smile and wave at me. Those were the days when we were both happy and easily satisfied with little things i.e. exchanging smiles, and Hi-s and Bye-s.

I love the passion you have for your music, when you are concentrating, doing your best each time you perform. Things changed when we started to talk. A smile could not end the session; a bye could never be a farewell too. You have everything I like, you play instruments, you write songs, you do poetries, you can rap and you dance hip-hop. I know I know it’s very superficial I judge you on those, people said. But after we talked I found you have a great personality. Back to the passion you have for your music, it is the same passion I have for my dancing. I admire the determination you have and the sacrifices you made to chase your dreams.

Humans are greedy generally I think, especially when you see something you like. You ought to own that piece. Be it an object in kind or alive. I dunno what am I crapping lar….just very disturbed by things happening to us. Why why why. I like to see you play and you like to see me dance. How perfect it is. You play the conga and I dance salsa. Then again, I could only say, so what. Because we can’t take it any further. Why you asked. I dunno how to tell cos I know it hurts you for sure. It hurts me too.

It’s so painful to hear your voice saying you miss me and sing for me over the phone. All I can say now is ‘I’m so sorry, my dear.’ And when I decided to cut all communications with you, I saw you in the newspaper. GOD.

Why is this happening to me, like all my life. Damn.

舞者的自由

2008-06-13T09:51:00.004+08:00

忘了在哪看过这一篇文章
但是我好喜欢

因为她把我的心情，写了出来

一颗崇尚自由的心,我希望自己能自由的飞，有人说跳舞是从欲望的地平线上垂直的表达，舞者如飞，于是我学会了把握旋律，学会了舞蹈。我想做黑暗的舞者，期待欢快，忧伤，平缓，激昂的旋律能把我带入飞的世界里。旋律中的我舞步飞扬，我走入了“忘我”，却没有“飞”的感觉。

“飞是什么感觉”，飞是自由的感觉， “难道你不自由吗”，我不知道，我那么想要自由，那么想要飞，是因为我根本缺失自由，还是我拥有太多的自由，也许没有自由和太多自由都是一种牢笼!我也不知道我是在尽情享受自由，还是在憎恨我拥有的极度自由。

无数个人告诉我，我也无数次的告诉别人“自由不是绝对的，人没有翅膀也不可能飞”。但是我的智商无法阻止我“想”不可能的事情，我的情商却助长我展开虚无飘渺的翅膀，前者是我因为太傻，后者是我因为太浪漫．

　　　所以，这一生，我注定了如孩子般拽着自由要自由，永远都不会放弃张开翅膀飞的梦。在我的生活里，在我的细胞里，在我的情感里，我要回归自我，拥有自由，纵然时间改变，我的灵魂依然可以四处游走，即使我已经做了独自在天空翱翔的天使，也依旧会向往这种这自由的飞的梦想．．．像风一样自由．．．．．

2008

2008-01-15T11:55:00.000+08:00

现在才来写resolutions,不会太迟吧？

今年很简单

我要身边都有多一些爱的力量。。。每个人我都多爱一些，最重要的自己爱自己多一些。。

就那么容易

还有，今年我要学一个新的舞蹈，Raggaeton 或Rhumba吧。超动感的。什么来的，有那样的词汇吗？不管，开心就好。

还有什么吗

哦，抽出多一点时间，重回红新月会服务。虽然我不是很老，但活到26岁我的一半日子就是在那society成长的。很多东西就从那得来。出国服务，国外exchange programmes,大学奖学金。。统统从那得来的。所以我要‘以身相许’，好好服务。

最后希望以上3个小小的resolutions我都能做得到 :)

I just love this place :)

2007-12-19T12:18:00.002+08:00

Ed brought me to Luna Bar. For a relaxing sat nite and to celebrate for knowing me for >than 3 years. Hahaha, anyways that’s not the point.

I fell in Love so much with Luna Bar. Breeze…it must be the most soothing breeze I felt, in KL City, on a Saturday evening. Nice weather and cool interior of the place are the add points.

I was literally lying on the couch/seat I dunno wat it call. Bird’s view of many buildings and the busy streets of Bukit Bintang, Raja Chulan and Jalan P. Ramlee. Niceeeeeee.. Enjoying my chocolate martini while relaxing on the couch

I had the chance to watched the colourful laser presentation of KL Tower, very up-close. It was like just 5 meters from me. KL Twin Tower was 10 meters away. For the first time I felt there are pretty. For the first time I like to hangout on a Saturday nite…

As we were waiting for the food to be served, the Dj spinned a Salsa number, what more, Ed invited me to dance :) For the first time I dance bare footed beside a nice pool ^_^ as no customer was there we were watched by the DJ and waiters over there. It was as if we have booked the place for the nite and it belonged to only both of us.

Food was nothing to shout about but I do love the 4 cheese pizza, very very…CHEESY… obviously. The price range is pretty reasonable. I love the drinks and the quality of service of the staff. They treated us like the king n queen :P

Salmon Skewer with papaya salsa, yummy..

I would recommend this place for a date, or a gathering with loved ones or old friends. No loud music so you can talk and share. I wanna go again, like after my busy schedule this month. Perhaps with my favourite group of chindians V^.^V

Oh noooooooooo

2007-12-14T12:26:00.000+08:00

So, I ran in the rain and i caught a cold after that...and I sprained my leg and I can't wear heels =_=" All happened yesterday!

I have a bz day tomo. Having a very important meeting with Michelle early in the morning, watching a movie at Pavilion and then rush to dance studio for rehearsal and to alter my dancing dress. After all those I have a long awaited meeting up with my chiandian gang! Yeay!!!!!! Cant wait to see my BuBus :)

On Sunday Morning I'm going to the church, and later on we have to go to the performance place to have a rehearsal o_O and then I wanna do more christmas shopping :)) hahaha!

Btw, I bought 8 pairs of shoes in less than 5 weeks, 20 pieces of thongs and 2 pairs of nighties and 2 set of bustiers *pray* momma pls don't scold me >_< . Not forgetting another 5 pieces of apparels from topshop..*gulp* I'm so broke!

Letting Go

2007-11-26T11:54:00.000+08:00

Letting go of the people who are not good for you is easy to do.

Just say GOODBYE.

2007-11-23T15:48:00.000+08:00

上几个星期办了一个中学同学会，很开心，很开心。。。见回了旧朋友。我最喜欢老朋友了，因为，在他们面前我可以很无苟无束。谢谢大家的捧场，希望很快的又可以在见面，想念你们噢！

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昨天和Ling Wei吃ice-cream时竟然把冰淇淋掉在别人家hagen-daaz店中间。幸好没人发觉，我快快地把它清理掉了。

之后和小明Ivan去看电影。。。闷。。。快睡着了，要不是后排的马来婆一直猛踢我的椅子和大声说话，我看我睡了吧？不过丰唇安芝莉娜还真得很性感迷人，在动画里也一样。

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今天很开心，一早收到了很窝心的sms。。。笑眯眯的洗澡去。去星巴克买热巧克力时见到我的俊男part-time Barista,他对我特别好噢，还赏我多几个星巴克贴纸:)爱死你了俊男！

在公司某人今天对我特别好噢。。把我上星期reach不到的target carry forward到今天好让我没有红色纪录:)某人我也爱死你了。。。希望从今以后他也一样明白事理，平易近人，和蔼可亲。。。哇哈哈哈

T约我午餐去吃寿司。。。yumyum..好久没吃了，从上次和Grace去Ninja Jones到现在！期待！我今天才说一定要再去一趟日本，在我的老朋友们还没结婚生子，移民去之前我一定要再去一次。我还要再看木村一次，还有puppy love时的男朋友彬本直纪。我要再探望他。要再玩Pachinko…要去Harajuku..还要回去Okazaki我曾住过的家…

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脊椎又在出了毛病的R，算我求你。。从今以后，你的脊椎疼痛发作需要再动手术，出国做检验时。。让我知道好不好？我很担心，很担心也。错过了一次又要再那样吗？我很怕。很怕你在那边出了什么事我这一生人都不知情。你这次，又一样。真的有必要瞒着我吗？你觉得会让我好过吗？你呀是死了也让我知道，ok?要不然，我是不会原谅你的。一生都不会。我给你一个星期，你没联络我的话，以后你再找我我是不会理会你的。在街上碰到，就当是陌生人吧。谢谢你让我度过了很美好，梦幻的那一个星期，那些年。我们的马儿。。还好吧？我想念它们。很讨厌你。

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最近我看了很多让我哭哭啼啼的电视剧。气死了。。哭得我头都疼了，眼都肿了，鼻子也塞了。尤其是木村拓哉的华丽一族，让我有很大的感触。对了，我有说过我的秘密吗？我爱死木村了。从十三岁那一年开始。我的Foster family为了我还每每在报纸杂志上有木村的照片剪下，收集海报寄给我。我在日本时他们带我去看SMAP的节目。

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对了T，我们不可能吧。。实在对不起。我不接你电话，不回你sms,是有理由的，我答应和你见面是因为我不想失去你这好朋友。我不懂如何拒绝，只好动用了某人。某人，对不起，也谢谢，因为，我要逃离这好朋友。T是我认识了十四年的好朋友，但是，我不能和T一起，别问理由，就是不可能。我喜欢会喜欢跳舞时的我的男生。喜欢我发脾气撒娇的时候的我。。喜欢我烹调的食物。。和我一样喜欢日本料理，冰淇淋、巧克力的男生。我喜欢不介意我有瑕疵的男生、会无缘无故拨电给我的男生。我会很开心的笑。

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我的好朋友V。。原谅我有时把话说得太直接。因为我不想你再给那骗子伤你的心了。我只希望你能接受现实。。钱没了不要紧，请不要再蒙着双眼祈求他会为了你而改变。猪爬上了树，不可能变名叫猴子吧？因为它还是一只猪。你的那只，是一只没心肝没脑没感情的寄生虫。。我真得很担心你，我希望你能从新振作，像以前一样是我们的大姐姐，独立又有自信的女人。干巴爹！！我一直在这边!

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大合照，虽然有很多朋友没出席，但我们那天都很开心！

MAKEOVER SHOOTING

2007-11-06T16:21:00.000+08:00

杂志终于出炉了 :)

不错，占了两页，我和弟弟的照片在上页角落。还好，也没下衰我的Chindian党大伙儿 :P

但是我的马来文那么差，幸好那记者还把它改得很好，还有优美的字眼哪，嘻嘻！

之后那杂志联络我，希望我能为他们做一个MAKEOVER SHOOTING,答应了。化妆室下手很重，很浓噢，我张开眼睛时自己还被吓了一跳。很好笑，因为我觉得有点儿像人妖！

代表chindians

2007-10-12T10:36:00.001+08:00

屈指一算。。。大概还有两个星期我的杂志访问就要出炉了。。
战战兢兢，不知访问内容出来时会如何，因为我是代表着天下的chindians决不可下衰呢。。。

天哪*要有good outcome哦*

。。。。

2007-10-08T17:32:00.000+08:00

真的是越来越讨厌这里
骗不到自己，过不了良心
我甚至连想要有开心伤心的自由也不可以

**的，我和交情好的同事控诉心情和工作烦恼也不被允许？原来是说我把这里给罩上negative energy.

我的天哪，这是什么世界？我又不是去说人坏话。。。我又不是不做工！只是想把不开心输送出去，我又错了。。。

我很讨厌自己，什么都做不对
什么都让人讨厌
什么都是错误！

今天起我会学着像机械人一样，click click click,面无表情，不会伤心，不会开心，不讲话，不告诉别人我的感受。。。可以了吧

我看哪，倒是又会被人说我是自闭症了！

另一篇....的

2007-10-05T19:57:00.000+08:00

我熬不下去了

我一直强逼自己要好好呆在这，直到有足够的资料与经验让我升学，写thesis..怎么挨了一年多，我还是什么都没有进步？怎么一年多还是停留原位，一年多还在link与unlink之间徘徊，而迷失自己?

我是机器吗？我为什么要这样？我真的很想不要说出来，默默收在心里。。。忍不了忍不了，我不能告诉爸妈，不能告诉弟弟。。。不能告诉朋友同事。。我只好向部落格倾诉

我不想这样，我不想一辈子link和unlink。。。我不想就把生命用在追赶target,和target赛跑。每每追上了（辛辛苦苦追上了）target操控者就把速度加快，不离我冒着哮喘病的危险，再一次赛跑。。。

我很累，很恨自己竟然没有一点进步。。。查字典，上网偷人资料的我，有屁用？别人用了好多年的心血做出来的，我短短几分钟就拿掉（他妈*我真没用！）这不叫plagirism吗？

我是在违反我的良心！！浪费我的青春，难道我link link link没有进步，没有公司要聘请我而在这里呆上一辈子？

不可以。。。为什么programmers天天说我不对，其实公司很好。。。好呀，但是针对某群人吧。。。如果我也能develop programme,research,外出参加conference增加知识，我也不介意

我还死过煮咖啡的安娣，起码人人爱喝她的咖啡。。。我没用

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2007-10-05T17:18:00.000+08:00

这个星期压力很大。。
我受不了了！！！

工作就先别说。。。来来去去还不是说了根本达不到的目标就是达不到！为什么还要咄咄逼人？是翻译也，要用脑子想，也要到处翻查字典，上网再找！那王八的internet还慢死了。。。真让我着急

就算是机械人也会比我们慢吧？机械人也有必要冷却充电吧？我很无奈。。。

朋友刚去世了。。。我很伤心，但是，真的哭不到。。。只掉了几滴泪，就再也哭不出。因为，我看到他的未婚妻，也是我们的朋友，她，像呆了一样。想必她比我更痛心一万倍！！

一个我最相信的人竟然出卖了我，伤了我的心。也罢了。。起码我知道谁是谁非。。。。看清这种人的真面目。

我竟然为了要达到设定得target而需要逃课，我的肚皮舞蹈班。。。对别人来说，这不重要，但是跳舞却是我除了上班外，唯一有的活动。。。我竟然让工作支配了我的生活！我很没用 T_T

我是在干嘛？

左右为难

2007-08-30T12:47:00.000+08:00

I’m in another deep shit.

说过不会给任何一个已分开的男朋友任何一个机会。从来也不曾觉得自己会想吃‘回头草’。

但是原来自己真得很容易情不自禁，很脆弱。

到底要的是爱情？感情？生活的乐趣还是生活的稳定？(FOX叫我实际一点儿)

朝思暮想的人终于来了，但，我狠不下心肠去伤害另一个天天夜夜为我赴汤蹈火的人。。

我两个都要可以吗？贪心，因为这是个不可能的事实（佳佳说我是傻了）

有桃花看来一点都不好…选哪一个都会愧于另一个

一个有型，外向，让我很开心和我有共同的兴趣，但是身在另一乡。。。另一个成熟稳重，处处为我着想，把我放在第一位，但是就比较内向，reserved..一个为了我买了两匹马学骑马，另一个因为我喜欢萨尔萨，也不管自己是个木头就报名上课去了

我的冲动往往会让自己迷失方向，我想，到后来，我选择的是，两个都不要

偷了妈妈的食谱（妈妈从外公那偷来的）

2007-06-25T15:11:00.001+08:00

昨天，睡到自然醒心情额外的好(当然咯，星期六傍晚五点跳舞到凌晨三点半哪！)

收拾了屋子冲凉后。。。其了一个念头，不如做些点心来吃吧？

刚好家里有适合的材料。。。看，还不错吧？

两个糯米鸡。。。还有还有。。。烧卖呢，我还蛮满意自己这次的厨艺呢！
吃素的朋友们，对不起，我还没学会做素食点心哪，现在只有肉食动物可以吃我的点心咯！

To my friends...congrates and this is me...lately

2007-05-31T08:20:00.000+08:00

To my friends who I have not been seeing for some time now… I’m still alive and kicking…

I’m happy and contented; I’m good and have never been better J

To my friend who got married and also to my friends who have babies now, congrats and I’m so happy for you!

You guys are a lucky bunch and I’ll be praying for your well being in starting new chapters in lives (becoming a husband/wife/daddy/mommy) I know it is not easy but I’m sure you guys will be good at it in no time!

To my friends, I love you and will catch up with you guys very soon ^_^

This are my latest pictures at Kenny’s wedding (congrats Ken!)

Deimy, Agnes and I (finally a presentable pic of 3 of us! :P) Mimi I miss you!

Dinner at Ken's wedding (pic taken with colleagues)

Pictures by fox (He really took nice pictures of us :P)

搭火车一小记

2007-05-14T16:06:00.000+08:00

今天早上，在火车里头发生了很搞笑的事。

话说，我搭的那一班火车迟了大概十分钟，所以平时搭下一班车的人也都陆陆续续到来，而和我们一起争位子拚了老命的冲进火车里。很勉强的幸好我也上了车（变得kiasu了。。。）

火车上的乘客都背贴背，脸粘脸的，好不尴尬。花了一下子的时间好不容易才可以站得稳脚步。

就在大家都松了一口气时，火车在下一站停了，我看得出大家心里在默默祈祷，希望这一站没有人会再挤进来。哪知道，门一开，有两个印度外劳真的要挤进来。但是根本就没有多一寸的空间了，没可能进得来的。乘客们在火车门要关上时，都露出了一副‘还好他们没进来’的脸色。。。说时迟、那时快，当大家还没开心完时外面的其中一个印度人竟然把双手举起，涌了进来！乘客们都被吓得急忙的往火车更里面挤，让他们上车。为什么呢你会问。因为他的腋下体味真的是吓死人、大家都被狐臭味熏得冲了进去，而让他们有机可乘，上了车。

天哪，这是时下最流行的抢位方法吗？别人会因为狐臭而很尴尬、失去自信等等。但是，utilising本身的狐臭以得到好处的人我还是第一次见！不得不佩服他！*捂着鼻子*~鞠躬~

又正当大家开始接受现实，心情开始平静下来的时候，又另一事故发生了！在这一站Salak Selatan到Seputih会比较久，而且路比较晃，乘客们都抓住了扶杆以保自身的安全。就在那火车晃呀晃，晃呀晃之下，*砰*一声响。。大家不约而同的望了望自己的手，然后呆了一下，接着就笑了出来。。

原来扶杆断了！大家十多只手扶着的是一只悬空的铁枝。。。笑死了，因为他们不知该怎么办，还傻傻地握着那悬空的铁枝。。。在我还没笑完的时候，火车到了Mid valley,我便还~哈哈哈~地笑着走下车。。。

唉。。。KTM呀KTM，是时候检查火车的condition了吧？

老情人的旋律

2007-04-26T16:57:00.001+08:00

这是我非常喜欢的一首歌，老了一点，但无损那优美的旋律
夜深人静的时候听这首歌，最为动人
总是让我想起一个最分不开的旧男友

在众人的反对下，我们爱得多么辛苦
在周围的重重的压力下，我们选择了分手

分手后，彼此开心了很多
更重要的是，我们可以大大方方地见面、理直气壮地在一起玩乐
成为更要好的朋友

不管发生什么事
大家都很自然的为对方分担
我很开心，很感激
虽然，过了那么多年，我还是很庆幸
曾经替我承担了那么多的一个人
却从没怨言

我珍惜两人分享的时光
虽短暂，但很美丽，让我细细回味
但是，回味的不是那一次恋爱，而是大家的真心与努力

我不知道现在的你是在天涯海角的那一处
但是，我对你的关怀，从没终止
这首歌，就让我来送给你
送给不知道在那里的老情人

老情人多年不见你还好吗
任时光匆匆前程恍然如梦
你的心是否不同

老情人多年不见你还好吗
回想那段情依就砰然心动
我的心就属你最懂
情人越来越老感情越陷越牢
故事没终感受都能天荒地老
情人越来越老相见越来越少
梦里花落情人你又知多少

老情人世间的缘份万种可能
错过的青春何必感伤一生
我爱你永远不心疼

情人越来越老感情越陷越牢
故事没终感受都能天荒地老
情人越来越老相见越来越少
梦里花落情人你又知多少

老情人世间的缘份万种可能
错过的青春何必感伤一生
我对你可以离分我想你是种认真
我爱你永远不心疼

欧阳菲菲的老情人

你看到的话，想听的话
请到http://www.nowok.net/music/42282.htm

音痴

2007-04-26T10:07:00.000+08:00

我想我还真的是个音痴，
因为我总是和别人唱反调。。。

可能因为这个原因，
所以没有人愿意和我分享生命的乐谱吧？

看来，
我只可以做个听众，
坐在一旁，欣赏他人的喜悦、色彩与美丽。。。

DeAr God

2007-04-10T08:38:00.000+08:00

A big decision has been made and it is sure to make me a better person, than who i am today. Gimme support, it is what I need.

Oh dear lord, may your blessing be with us. Dear god my lord, guide us through the dark and lead us to the right path. YOU are with us, the love you shower upon us is the greatest.

Dear god, I am truly blessed to have your greatest gift too, an angel who gives me all he has and all that he could give.

Dear god, I am thankful and I shall appreciate.

:)

Over the weekend

2007-04-10T08:37:00.000+08:00

My weekend was a.. errrrr..a rather promising one I would say.

On Friday evening 060407

My best friend, Ru came meet me up at Midvalley. Our plan was to have a good dinner, to chat away, and to go clubbing (it was a birthday celebration for both of us). But unfortunately she arrived late due to the heavy Friday traffic at Midvalley City, which was very frustrating. So we met up. We went shopping, and shopping, and shopping. Spending a fortune on Benefit products and lingerie did make us feel good J We call it the retail therapy!

Chilli’s was the place we went for dinner. Had my favourite TRIPLE PLAY as a starter, yummy yummy (sounded pretty suggestive huh? ooooo yes, a threesome on a Friday nite would be nice, either, hehe). Okay, so we talked and talked and talked, say, like forever.

After the dinner cum supper we headed back to my apartment, for a slumber party (and we cancelled our plan to paint the town red instead, wanting to spend more time with one another.) Took our bath and decided to put on some sexy (errr, comfy) nighties. She wanted to wear my favourite leopard-print see-through Victoria’s T_T, so I chose a sweet pinkish baby doll. On my bed we chat again.

The next morning we went for a brunch before Ru head off to her hair-do appointment. Her hair dresser is HOT you know, sooooo HOT!

So it is now Saturday 070407

After the brunch I went out with my friends Voon and Trisha to...duh..Midvalley again. ~sigh~ there is no other nicer place in KL? Anyways they wanted to visit the Career Fair at MV so there wasn't any other choice. the crowd was---scary and I hated it. Went for a drink instead and did some shopping.

At about 5.30pm Trisha's bf came pick us up and we went to Sunway, to attend a summer concert, as they said. Luckily i was in a a pair of capri and a nice pair of sandals, because the concert took placed at the surf pool where everyone was in bikinis and Hawaiian printed shorts.

All in all I would say the concert was fun, and i enjoyed myself so much with my friends. Since Mr. Chief appeared princess has a little less time for everyone else. I shall keep in touch with all my friends again.

Sunday, my very precious Sunday 080407

Sunday was a 'lazying' around day. Voon and I both woke up pretty late, at about 1pm. our lunch was just breads with a generous layers of peanut butter and coffee, while watching some TVB DVDs. We watched 16 episodes at one go! Hey we did clean our room, got laundry done and cooked ourselves porridge and barley drinks (enough to bring to work the next day :P) Gotta be frugal nowadays, you know.

The day passed without us realising. And my god, we could not sleep so this is when my collection of Brandy comes into the picture. we drank and laugh wishing that it was not a Sunday nite...

Uh, how i wish weekend never ends :)

New status

2007-04-09T14:07:00.000+08:00

I'm gonna have a new status soon :)

Not telling you what or how, but is so that you know.

P/S. and it is quite an excitement 'upgrading' myself :P

DeepShit

2007-04-09T13:55:00.000+08:00

It has only been days since you've left but it seems like years we have not met.

Come back soon and I'll say 'YES' to everything.

Life is losing its meaning and so much less fun without you looking at me while I pratise my salsa.

Let's cook together, eat together, dance together, jog together, shop together, and many more things together.

Oh....I'm in deepshit!

离开=放弃？不！

2007-03-22T13:25:00.000+08:00

离开不是放弃。离开不是受不了。离开不是逃避现实。

离开是因为我有了足够的勇气，是因为我已经找到前进的理由。

离开是拥抱未来、迎接新生活的第一步。

听我的

2007-03-22T09:05:00.000+08:00

真的是关心我的话，真心为我着想的话，就别和其他人一样。

让我去追求我要的东西。

让我做我认为是对的决定。

因为你我他都知道，时间不像金钱一样，用了浪费了还可从头再储蓄一次。不可能。

我在你的你在他的他在我的生命中，你我他只是一部分。有我有你有他，或是没我没你没他，生活还是要继续。‘将来’ 也一步一步逼近了。

支持我，听我讲，是给我最大的鼓励。会让我感激无比。

远在上海的你

2007-03-14T17:34:00.000+08:00

以前在TV Industry‘混’的时候，在新加坡公干时出席了亚洲电视颁奖典礼。

由于我前公司制作的动画片也入围了，所以，当时在新加坡的我便成了公司的代表。

在娱乐圈这一行，要认识到可以交朋友的人是没几个的。所谓娱乐圈是个大染缸嘛，自然而然的我本身对身旁的客户们也时时提高警惕。

Anyways讲回重点。。那一次在新加坡，很庆幸的我认识了一位很可爱的上海女孩。我们就在那儿一起去参加主办当局的Party, 酒会。。这样的场合，通常很多人都带着虚假的面具，嬉皮笑脸的。。。男的有一些就要get lucky with girls，女的有些就拚了老命的拉着那些‘鬼佬’不放。

就只有这一位很有气质、斯斯文文的上海女孩让我觉得安心。我们俩一见如故，一夜之间竟成了无所不谈的朋友，就像遇上了好多年不见的老朋友一样，很熟悉的感觉。。

现在回想起来，如果我们俩其中一个是男的，会不会是一见钟情呢？因为和她一起真的感觉很舒服、自在 :P

由于这样的朋友可遇不可求，我就要了她的联络方式，以便可以让我继续交这一个朋友。回来后，我们也时常保持联络。虽然我们没可能天天聊天，可是，一有机会一定会告知另一方我们的近况、也会互相询问意见等等。。

我真的很开心，因为这是我们认识的第二个年头吧？我们还是会关心对方。春节时她告诉我她叫了一个男朋友，是个很好的男孩子，很有上进心。

佩佩，我真的很替你感到开心。。给你的是我无比的祝福，希望你幸福快乐 J 我也没忘了我的承诺，不论是什么时候，只要你婚礼的钟声响起，我一定会飞到上海去出席你的婚礼。我已开始存钱啦！

我还在等待

2007-03-13T16:23:00.000+08:00

今天在等轻快铁时，我在想。。。人生就像月台一般，都是在等待。

每一站的终点就是另一站的起点

不断循环。。。回去往来，不断不断的一再重复

我时常在想，要经过了多少个站，多少个起点终点

才能找到真正属于我的那一站。。

香草味的公主

2007-03-07T16:16:00.000+08:00

对了。。。
在情人节那一天我收到了最大的惊喜。

我想见的人在远地搭飞机回来，一下机就即刻来见我了。身上还穿着我买给他的衬衫，吓了一跳。

之后，吃完了晚餐，他拿出一份礼物给我。。把礼物纸拆开后，粉红社的盒子上印着一个大大的心型，里面有美美的英文字母‘Princess’。

哦，他从认识我的第一天起就叫我princess啦，没错，大庭广众之下也是如此，一点也不会脸红。

Anyways,打开盒子一看，我好喜欢。是Vera Wang最新的香水和润肤霜，一套的，太美太香啦！闻上去有淡淡的香草vanilla和dark chocolate的味道，很yummy！哈哈哈

搽上去后我觉得自己就像一个很大块很甜的巧克力bar。。。把人给薰昏了。

他却说，闻起来，有他最喜欢的公主的味道。

我说啊，天下只有你一个超级无敌大傻瓜认为我是个princess吧。

其实，你也是唯一一个不管风吹雨打，日晒雨淋，不离不弃守在公主身边的最忠心耿耿的大臣吧？谢谢你！

P/S. 这就是我的新香水，很美吧？王冠般的盖子拿下来后，另一个镶满了宝石的圈圈是个戒指来的，可以把它带在手指上，当首饰。我喜欢！

I-Robot--终止吧

2007-02-28T14:52:00.000+08:00

I-Robot, 我决定不写了。。

到此结束就好了。

:)

糟糕

2007-02-16T11:41:00.000+08:00

我想我爱上一个人了。。。嗯，还是说喜欢比较好

好久没这种感觉了，很开心

可是，最大的问题是，我根本不知道我喜欢的那个人是谁。。。

你说我是不是很糟糕？

Where goes the good old me??

2007-02-16T11:03:00.000+08:00

Isn’t it bad to be negative and to sound pessimistic?

That is why everybody hates me anyway.

It is so NOT me to feel unhappy and to grumble about life.

I was the one who made my friends happy by cracking lame jokes, by bringing them for girly outings and by making them cookies and most of all, by listening to them（and from time to time give them my opinions）.

It was NEVER me who complaint, never me who was unhappy, never me who cried in my friends arms looking for comfort.

I guess it’s just the time. Or the PMS. It is now the other way round when I need a listening ear, a broad shoulder and a few glasses of Lychee Martini (not forgetting boxes of tissues). I need a good cry!

Anyways Lychee Martini is so good that you won’t even realise that you are downing alcohol! Perfect for times like this. And tomorrow after beating the hangover I’ll be back into the old me.
The REENA everyone loves…

Arrrrrrrrgh!

头等舱位不是留给我？

2007-02-15T10:58:00.000+08:00

你说你爱我、需要我、心里只有我。。

可是为什么我却是你的小情人，小女朋友？

更何况你并还没结婚，还没有女朋友，还没有交往对象。。。你还是把头等座位给reserved了。。没有人的，你说，没有人。

我们已经相识十三年，却还是一样？不是应该叫老情人了吗？

你给我的总是最好的。。别的女孩都很羡慕，甚至妒忌。。可惜，我不喜欢做第二。

幸好。。。我不爱你

因为，我心中的头等座位也not available了。

罗密欧找回朱丽叶了吗？

2007-02-02T11:36:00.000+08:00

罗密欧呀罗密欧。。。你到底有把朱丽叶找回了吗？

你们到底有没有在重遇一次，有没有好好再爱一次？

在只有你们俩的世界里头，相信再也不会有别人的干扰与百般阻止了吧？

我献上深深的祈祷与祝福。。。希望你们在俩一个世界的重逢是美好的，是快乐的。。

对了，在幸福洋溢的二月份情人节，你们会有特别的庆祝会吗？你们俩会在重游当年殉情的浪漫小教堂吗？你们会不会保佑世上每一个人都会得到永远的真爱？

莎士比亚，你真把我给害惨了。。。世上哪有像Romeo般温柔深情的男人？

哎。。。我也知道，是我不像Juliet罢了。。事实上好男人多得是啊!

P/S. Baz Luhrmann 执导的新版Romeo & Juliet是我最爱看的一部电影。。。拍摄得非常用心。。。凄美的气氛叫我深深地着迷。。小小的殉情chapel非常有味道，非常浪漫。。

I must do something.

2007-01-26T19:41:00.000+08:00

What would you say to a chance of serving and helping the kids in the above pictures?

It is a very big decision to make. Or even to just think about it. To leave or to stay? That is the question. (Oops, it’s not my intension to plagiarise Mr Shakespeare’s TO BE OR NOT TO BE)

I’m neither Late Princess Diana nor Late Mother Teresa but all these years, I have wanted to give my best for the society, for the entire human race. I know it is something big for a small person like me. I’m just another ‘girl’ hitting the age of an aunty.

Look at how lovely they are in these pictures. Their eyes glowing with love :) I cried when they left us. (Late Princess Diana played an important role in the International Committee of the Red Cross, and she's my role model.)

When I was younger and very much active as a member of the Red Cross Red Crescent Society, I dedicated most of my spare time (if not all) indulging in humanitarian services and activities. I thought I would be a lifelong servant to the world. . To help the poor and the weak, and those in need.

Else what is the value of me being brought to this world? It is not solely my intension to just eat, work, grow old, get babies and return to god. That is quite meaningless. I know I can be better by just giving a lil’ bit more of myself.

I wanted to join the UN, to go around and help those who are suffering of poverty, or HIV positive kids and older people. But that was too big of a wish people said. They have ‘big’ people spreading love and who needs me?

Kinda true. I’m incomparable to Angelina Jolie or Madonna who has the $$ and time to adopt kids, or to come up with a money raising-foundation. You’ll need to be a celebrity with loads of cash in the bank to do that. (But I don’t hate them, instead I admire them..)

Jolie, an ambassador of the United Nation.

Oh, I am going too far, I don’t mean to show unhappy I am with myself of not being rich and famous, Hahaha! Anyways, here comes the chance for me to ‘give’ myself to the society. A friend of mine is offering me a job-- to be a teacher in Cambodia or Laos, educate kids from poor families. It is not gonna be an easy task because we are gonna be based in a rural area (obviously, coz the kids here need a helping hand most.)

You see, in rural areas of these countries, there is no power supply after a certain hour and there is no proper bathroom or the loo. My friend has to wear a sarong and take her bath at her well (no water supply to the house directly too). She has to carry water from her well and clean her dishes outside the house, or beside the drainage (err, river actually). She cycles to school everyday. DID I MENTION SHE CYCLES TO SCHOOL? Gosh, I’m bad at cycling!

Listening to her describing the eagerness shown in the kids for learning has moved my heart really. Some 15 yrs old could not even read ABC, but they are humble enough to learn. Some are so hardworking that to the extent of walking 3 hours to her house just to do revision. They have all the faith in their teachers, and they respect and listen to them.

My friend cried when she 1st heard her teenage student successfully read out his ABC and multiplication table to her. He drew her card in English to express his gratitude. I’m sure it is the biggest satisfaction one could ever get in his/her job, other than a fat salary and big increment.

I have not really tell anyone bout this. I have been thinking hard and have sleepless night, as I said, it is a tough decision to make coz it involves my family, my future, my life. Good for me but how bout my parents? Uhhhhh… I'm so frustrated....I wish I have the courage to let tham read this.

I know I can never be a Princess Diana or a Mother Teresa. I'm just Reena, a plain Jane. But I can do my own best work in my own best way. All of us can do that much, to make the world a better place to be in.

Help!

Btw, here’s Mother Teresa in Memoriam- http://www.ewtn.com/motherteresa/
For those who think they can play their parts, check this out- http://www.un.org/english/
or nearer, The Malaysian Red Crescent Society- http://www.redcrescent.org.my/Home/tabid/4119/Default.aspx

给你。。。

2007-01-26T15:46:00.000+08:00

我不想再见到你了。
我只想要把我们仅有的那么一点点美好的回忆记载在我脑子的一小角落就够了。不需要时时刻刻都搬出来回味，只是偶然想起一起就足够了。。

我们曾经拥有的是多么美好的时光，你没上班，我没上课的日子里，一大清早睁开眼就两个人在沙滩上作日光浴、骑水上摩托、放风筝。。无忧无虑的。。就是特别爱呆在你在海滩旁的家。。

晚上，我们都会和朋友们去喝茶、或喝酒、或跳舞。。。你跳舞最棒了！

狂欢了一夜后回到你家，总喜欢坐在窗口前，让徐徐的海风吹走我的醉意。。很舒服。如果我和太多了，你一定会窝心地准备一杯热柠檬让我解酒。。

没出去的时候，你会为我下厨，我也会为你烘蛋糕曲奇饼。每每看到你吃得津津有味的时候，我会很开心。。因为这表示你appreciate我的一番努力。。

在你告诉我你要去法国进修与打工时。。我伤心得很。但从没阻止你，因为，那是你多年的梦想，而我更不想成为你成功的绊脚石。去吧，我说，还要你好好努力，别想其它的。告诉过自己一定不可以在你面前流泪，结果每每在晚上我自己一个人哭。

你走的前一晚，我哭的眼睛都肿了，看东西都朦朦胧胧的。。。在朋友在我去机场的途中，我都在哭。。朋友都不敢说什么。一下车，我就把眼泪擦干，开开心心得抱着你，道别。

直到你进了闸门，看不到你背影时，我就转头一股脑子投入你好朋友的拥抱中，哭了。。那天，我就告诉自己说要忘了你。

因为我没用，因为我不会维持也不想去等一个在地球另一端的人。我没勇气。所以，我们分手了。

你回来一年了，但请不要再问我可以见面吗，可以从回一起吗。我不想。因为我也不再是以前的哪一个我。

所以，我不想再见你了。。我们好好地生活，祝福你。

病了

2007-01-11T12:44:00.000+08:00

医生说我贫血了。。。
哎哟。。。
每个人都叫我吃猪肝。。。补血作用喔。

但是红红黑黑的。。。
我放不进口中也，很可怕！

头昏昏，很重很重，重得连我颈项也支撑不了我的头颅。。
快断了一样，颈项也很痛。

我到底是怎么了？上班恐惧症？

继Agnes的I-Robot之娜娜行尸走肉篇

2007-01-09T16:22:00.000+08:00

好多天没update了。。
因为根本没什么好事发生、就连坏事也懒得提。。

哦，值得一提得是我，已经canggih得快要进化成机械人了。。。
所以朋友们，如果有一天你们觉得我怪怪的向另一个人似的，别惊讶！因为我已变成一只行尸走肉，没有感情的ROBOT！

当然我也不需要再去酒吧、血拚、喝茶、跳舞了！

P/S. 我。应。该。还。没。完。全。进。化。成。机。械。人。吧。?妈。呀。！

黎明的女神—Aurora

2006-12-20T12:59:00.000+08:00

一直以来，我都很希望很希望能亲睹极光。

传说中，亲眼看见Aurora borealis 极光（出现在北极的叫 “北极光”，出现在南极则叫“南极光）的人会得到永恒的幸福、将会重新见到无限的希望。。但爱斯基摩人却认为极光是鬼神引导死者灵魂上天堂的火炬。

但我还是比较喜欢第一个传说，我想我比较喜欢美好的事，世界才会更有希望！

要亲眼看到极光的出现，也不是不可能，只要有钱，花上几个百万千万就有机会看到。。一次旅程就要花上一生的储蓄，可是，有些收入平平的人一生也赚不了这一笔旅费吧？

在世界上就只有区区几个地方会有极光的出现--阿拉斯加、北加拿大、西伯利亚、格陵兰冰岛南端与挪威北海岸，以及南半球的南极洲附近。。而在这几个地点Fairbanks一年中有超过200天的极光现象，因而赢得“北极光首都”的美称。

极光没有固定的型态、颜色也不相同，有绿、白、黄、蓝，偶尔也会呈现红紫色。。极光只发生在严寒的秋冬夜晚，在高区才可看见，而且只出现大概一小时。

而Aurora是神话中黎明的女神，是太阳神与月亮女神的妹妹。。。黎明的女神，为大地带来光明、带来希望。。好伟大。

所以我决定，我一定会为我将来的女宝宝取名为Aurora，希望这薄薄为我们一家带来幸福与希望 你说好吗？

呃。。会不会太快了一点？哈哈!

圣诞礼物

2006-12-20T12:57:00.000+08:00

随着圣诞节的来临，我买了一大堆礼物。在Mid valley买圣诞礼物是很开心满足的一件事。广场里到处都是Christmas摆设，耳边传来一首首圣诞歌，空气中洋溢着愉快的气氛。。

昨晚，我就用了超过两小时将所有的礼物都包得美美的，看了都开心  但是看了看算了算，哎呀，竟然少了好几份！幸好发现的早，要不就惨了！

所以今天有足够的理由让我有去大开杀戒了！嘻嘻!

p/s. 希望受到我礼物的亲戚朋友们会喜欢。。小小心意（对不起，没能力为你们每个买贵重的礼物）

爱情的诗歌

2006-12-18T16:44:00.001+08:00

很小很小时曾看过这篇诗。
当时我还说，无厘头，有的没有得到底是想说什么。。

一起来欣赏吧！

love is more thicker than forget
more thinner than recall
more seldom than a wave is wet
more frequent than to fail

it is most mad and moonly
and less it shall unbe
than all the sea which only
is deeper than the sea

love is less always than to win
less never than alive
less bigger than the least begin
less littler than forgive

it is most sane and sunly
and more it cannot die
than all the sky which only
is higher than the sky

--e. e. cummings

好多年后上了大学修读英文系的literature时，再次和这首诗邂逅。。
教授要我们好好读，好好想，仔细的分析这首诗。是的，分析，literature就是如此，要把艺术转成方程式实在不容易。。但没办法，一定要做。

再次重读，我好感动，觉得这首诗真的太美了。。cummings,实在是太厉害了。想必他当初一定是在热恋下写出这篇诗的吧？他把恋爱的心情与心境，形容得淋漓尽致。。。

爱情本来不就是那么无厘头、让人摸不清、让人昏了头吗？cummings 把我们凡人在热恋时所看的、所想的、所听到的，都一一的以笔墨写了下来。虽然爱情是复杂的、是百感交集的，他都以最原始的方法、最单纯的想法，把它记载下来。

好好读多一篇，这篇诗，有没有让你想起热恋时的心情？（当然，你的那一段爱最好是美好的一段，才会有所感受）

我很感谢cummings,让我永远记得恋爱的滋味、恋爱的美妙、还有被恋爱搞得傻里傻气的自己！：）

感激

2006-12-18T12:40:00.000+08:00

今天在收音机听了一首又一首的圣诞歌。。。
咦。。明天算起7天后就是Christmas了。圣诞除夕夜，我会去教堂。

要感谢主赐了我一年的平安，一年的勇气，让我勇敢地度过今年的每一个难关。
今年真的是祸难重重。。

手机不见了好几次、喜爱跳舞却伤了脚踝，房间陆续出现灵异事件，之后有白蚁。。加上同屋友又对我的种种误会与诬赖。。这一年真的过得很辛苦。

人缘差到甚至走到哪儿便被排斥到哪儿。总是孤独、另类、让人讨厌的。

朋友的不解，工作的不顺。。给了我很大的压力。我曾经快崩溃了。。快神志不清了。

但我很幸运也很安慰。。主，给了我无限的希望，让我在黑暗中看到一丝丝的光明。虽然，我不敢说我是个很虔诚的教徒，我甚至还没去上过课，或接受洗礼。但，我还是深深地感受到主所赐我的一切。

当然，今年也有好事。

我终于知道谁是值得我交的朋友。

和爹地妈咪的关系好很多很多，因为我发觉我越来越爱向他们撒娇了（以前很少嘛，总觉得不好意思）。我发觉自己越来越年长，就越来越像小孩。

搬了新家，现在有自己的空间。。很开心，感觉很棒。

弟弟也找到了工作。

回到penang一游。五天四夜的旅程，很开心很开心。第一次在岛上用机车奔驰，感觉很好。海风迎面吹来，把烦恼和烦乱的情绪都吹走了。

有能力买我要买的，吃我爱吃的，看我想看的。。

有agnes的陪伴，伴我血拼、伤心、度过工作的不快，当然还有无聊的笑话和互相扶持。。

有两个免费的保镖。。papa Ryan 和 baby Ryan.

当然少不了一个默默给我无限鼓励与支持的edwin.

所以，最难过的时间都会过去的，不是吗？

所以，感谢主，让我度过了风风雨雨，让我的思想、心灵都长大了。

我该感激的，不是吗？

鸡婆

2006-11-08T16:59:00.000+08:00

怎么就是有人爱管他人的穿着、他人说话的声音、爱管他人走路的姿态？
鸡婆鸡婆鸡婆！

也不看看自己是否友善、是否有礼貌、照照镜子是否漂亮动人？

要是自己不比别人好。。。还是积积口德吧!开始对四周的人展开诚恳的笑容。诚恳哦！

想念

2006-11-01T16:37:00.000+08:00

呜呜。。。我想念爹地和妈咪！

我想念回家时可以日上三竿才起床，然后洗澡再和爸妈去吃早午餐brunch。

吃完回家窝在沙发看电视，或撒娇的要妈咪替我按摩头部和肩膀。周公来找我时我一声‘咪，我爱睡了！’就懒洋洋的打着哈欠走进房间睡个大头觉去。。睡在舒服的被窝里头，抱着妈咪二十年前替我缝的抱枕，幸福的要命！

晚餐不用烦，因为妈咪知道我的最爱！嗯。。闻到香喷喷的菜肴啊我就会从小睡中醒过来了。。。

用完餐后，我们通常就会一家人开开心心的去逛街，或探望舅父，朋友的。。

回来后，我和妈咪一定会谈天到三更半夜才舍得去睡觉呢！

在家，是无忧无虑的。在家，是开心快乐的。在家，我还是小孩。。噢！我要回家…

都是我的错？

2006-09-06T14:13:00.000+08:00

性格开通有错吗？
喜欢交朋友有错吗？
身材尺寸大有错吗？
不喜欢吃饭有错吗？
没有男朋友又错了吗？
单身很久也不可以？
有择偶条件是我要求高?

为什么我要听你们的？

难道我要变成老土怪？
不交朋友呆在家？
不吃东西地狱式减肥变白骨仙，洗衣板？
迫自己吞下整桶饭吗？
随便拉个男人来当男朋友？
时时刻刻都要有男人排队轮流做我男朋友？
草草找一个有口臭，露鼻毛、不冲凉、长头发、染性病的男人么？

我看你们是神经病！
和你们不一样并没有错，是你们没进步，没要求！

我还是我！完完全全的我！

最爱的人

2006-08-01T18:05:00.000+08:00

1．爹地

因为他是世界上唯一心甘情愿当我免费司机的人，东南西北、随呼随到。

因为爹地很守时的载送我哦！

因为爹地从来不曾骂我，不曾处罚我！

因为爹地是在这世界上最爱我的人。

因为爹地疼我多过疼弟弟，嘻嘻。

2．妈咪

因为妈咪在我三岁时已教我读书认字。

因为妈咪会每天按时叫我起床上课上班。

因为妈咪一定会出席我从小到大的舞台演出，为我打气！

因为妈咪会和我们一起听Linkin Park 与周杰伦的歌。

因为妈咪煮的饭菜最好味！

3．弟弟

因为弟弟从小不曾欺负我，不曾在我欺负他时还手或向妈咪告状！

因为弟弟很有艺术细胞，很会画画，会弹电子吉他、会玩贝丝，会打鼓。

因为弟弟是跆拳道高手，可以保护我。

因为弟弟高大威猛，大大的眼睛弯弯的睫毛，可以拿来充当我的临时男朋友！

因为我的弟弟不是妹妹或姐姐，不会被拿来做比较，或爱上同一个男生！

P/S. 这篇是从我Friendster的部落格copy过来的。

爱睡是病

2006-08-01T16:19:00.000+08:00

好几天了，在电脑前面睡着了…然后朋友接我下班时一上车就一直睡到家门口。

恍恍惚惚的，就连自己有没有吃晚餐，有没有洗衣都不记得了。身子什么时候上床会周公都没印象，只知道早上起床上班时房里的灯是开着的，身体只裹着一块毛巾。Housemate也都问我为什么没关灯睡觉，是不是开夜车等…哎哟，我就是没那么勤劳嘛！

然后看了一片嗜睡症的报道，文中提到说患者就算晚上眠充足，没有失眠，在白天的时候还是会很想睡觉。有的可以进食到一半睡着、驾车半路打瞌睡而连人带车滚到水沟里头等等…天啊，还有些患者一天可睡十八个小时呢！

我，该不会是逐步变成那样子吧？

我可不想活在睡眠中呢！周公帅哥，请放过我吧！求求你…我们分手好不好？

跳舞的我

2006-07-27T18:44:00.000+08:00

很多很多人都问我，为什么我喜欢跳舞，从什么时候开始对舞蹈有兴趣等。。。

想想一下，应该是从五六岁就开始了吧！小时候，还记得爹地妈咪时常去pub跳舞呀，见朋友呀...当然他们就把我一块儿带去了。妈咪说，我一听到音乐、看到安哥安娣们跳舞，我不等她就自己跑了去dance floor摇摆着小小的身躯。爹地说怪可爱的，之后啊，还让我去学芭蕾舞呢！

哎呀，就知道你们会笑嘛，是啦，是我体重一直上升所以就没办法再继续跳芭蕾舞了。不是我馋嘴，而是有先天性的哮喘病，吃药吃出来的副作用。还蛮遗憾的，因为我也学了好多年！

跳舞，就像是我生命的一大部分，除了上班，吃饭，睡觉之外，跳舞就占据了我很多很多时间。每天下班洗澡后，我就会开着拉丁音乐在房间或客厅练舞。一整天的压力和闷气就随着汗水被蒸发到空气里头了…累了，再去洗澡看电视读报纸，然后就倒头呼呼大睡。虽然对别人来说这日子可能很单调，但对我来说，这可是过得最充足的一天呢！

除了小时候学过的芭蕾之外，我也学习了马来友族的传统舞蹈、国标查查、森巴、探戈、Jazz Groove、肚皮舞和后来的拉丁萨尔萨。其他的舞蹈我都半途而废，就为由对萨尔萨情有独钟…不知道为什么，可能是因为节奏快的拉丁音乐跳起来特别的让人投入吧！

每一种舞蹈都有不同的特色。喜欢查查的调皮、森巴的色彩、探戈那神秘的诱惑感、Jazz Groove的活力、肚皮舞的性感，还有萨尔萨的热情…而华尔兹是高贵且华丽的。唯一让我遗憾的就是自己不喜欢节奏比较慢的音乐，所以就没去学过华尔兹。华尔兹可是会把女生变得温柔高雅而男生就彬彬有礼，很gentleman。

一个别人认为毫无吸引力的人，当他/她跳起舞来，在我眼里是非常有魅力且有自信的。无论多么保守内向的人，当他/她一跳舞，内心世界就会开始打开…一切喜怒哀乐都会在舞蹈中呈现出来，旁人也会被他/她的情绪所带动。舞者开心，观众也开心；舞者伤心，观众也可以体会到一阵阵的伤感...也曾亲眼见过观众和舞者一块儿哭的呢！

萨尔萨--Salsa，让我认识了很多很多来自各国的舞者。在我的舞蹈课中，就有西班牙人，日本人，菲律宾人，英国美国非洲香港韩国人等等。由于我们的导师是道道地地的委内瑞拉人, 从小学时就开始跳萨尔萨，所以她对salsa特别的了解与有经验。Patricia, 时常在适当的时候给我们鼓励与支持，任劳任怨的给我们不收费的extra class！

因为导师对舞蹈的一份执著，我也深深的被影响了。我也告诉自己，绝对不可以轻易的放弃对萨尔萨的钟情与执著…外表好玩坏蛋的我，时常像个傻大姐一样疯疯癫癫。但是当我跳舞时，我可是很认真的！跳舞的我总是很开心，很开心...

嗨嗨！我来了！

2006-07-27T18:22:00.000+08:00

看到我同事们fox和咪咪那美美又有趣的部落格，我也想要有一个自己的blog.

但是哦，我没有像fox那么会写作，也不像咪咪那样会写可爱的文章。

但是，脸皮厚厚的我才不管呢！很快就会开始我的部落格啰！

嘻嘻！:)